<|I never realized how much my coworkers drink booze. I am almost shocked. Aig Ga sees I stay in too much and that everyone drinks booze and goes out and has fun. Where have I been? At home thinking of work and others?>
<|I still haven’t had a drink while out at the bar with coworkers. […]

<|They worked after work and all I need was to have a drink in hand. They thought it was water or vodka. Once in a while I had some berry juice and every one thought it was a mixed drink when it was only berry juice. I feel I need some object to give […]

<|I need a shrink, a psychotherapist, an alienist, or a cat. Not a cat because then people would see my cat features, or assume I am some lonely spinster with cat.>
<|A hobby would be nice, but what’s fun with doing one more thing alone?>
<|I have some friends from work asking me to go out with […]

<|What can I do to be more exciting like Aig Ga? Seeing her sites makes me want to be her, so I can be a fun and exciting. Fun and exciting. Two things I am not. Even if I could be fun and exciting I could make it boring.>
<|Aig Ga sees to me change is […]

<|I had hoped to change the wall color many Oct ago, but the all color remains. In fact, I forgot about the wall coloring once life became work again, which seem to be the way of life more often than not for me. It is as if the departure of Kig Ga caused me to […]